I typed it all out but I just didn't want to go into it all right now because people can be really cruel when you ask for advice so I deleted it all. Do you ever feel like you're just stuck in a horrible position in your life and don't know how to fix it? I'm stuck there right now and I've no one to ask for advice. I'm feeling completely helpless and not sure what to do to make sure my family is taken care of. Gosh, sometimes I just need someone to take care of me or just a hug but I'm sure they'd run away right now because I'd start crying.