So I am working toward this new life, I am looking for a job, the divorce is already filed, I am letting go of pretty much everything I believed in as a parent. I am just wondering how will I make it through this and survive, I am so nerve racked I will not find a job in time, and my credit will be destroyed, the stbx will get us out of the house and I will have no where to turn. As of now I am trying desperately to land a job in the schools, I am applying to all the local schools and now in the past few days have started applying to schools 30 miles away. I really wanted the school hours, to get experience in the school system, I have a BA in English and I am contemplating getting a teaching license so getting into the school setting would really help me make that decision.
The money is dwindling fast and the D will not take long, stbx is being pretty complacent, but the job! I need is not here yet. I am in the process of cutting back, because I don't know what else to do atm. At least the finances are in okay shape, but the savings will go fast if I don't get a job, move out, preferably both.