I am still trying to get over a dream I had this morning. I always have the most vivid, dark dreams when/if I fall back asleep in the morning. My dad was visiting and we were in the livingroom. I went to lie back on the couch to feel baby parts and there were three little fingers poking out of my belly. For a split second, I was like "Awwwee!" Then I realized what it meant. I started freaking out. I was crying and saying, "She's going to die!" but my dad just sat there staring at me and looking confused. I grabbed my purse and showed him the fingers, which were wiggling, so I was hopeful, and he just stared at me. I was saying that we have to go, but he just looked at me like, go where? I was just going to go, even though I was having trouble thinking straight (and I don't panic. Ever.) and that's when I woke up. The whole thing would've been maybe 2 minutes in real time. Whew, though, it's taking me some time to get over. I just keep seeing those little, wiggling, fingers. I really should've been up at that time anyway.
My two biggest started school yesterday. Today is the first full day. My youngest starts K next week. Hopefully we'll have another couple weeks to get a little organized and back into the school swing of things before the baby comes. On this day, we're off to LLL and I'm looking forward to a sort of laid back afternoon with just the laid back kid. A little time together before he becomes a big school kid! :tear:
I finally decided that -since no one else had stepped up- I was going to throw my own Blessingway and sent out a message about which day to do it to a few key people. A couple people I invited have now stepped up to run things, but I'm going to keep it at my place. Hopefully a few people show (I'd love for about 6 out of the 30 I invited) with the last minute invite for next Sat afternoon. It's 3 days before I'm due, but I've always gone well past my EDD in the past... My mom doesn't even arrive until that day.