Are any of you touched out? I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and run, fly, drive away but then i'd still be stuck in a plane, train, car (and that feels to confining) or upright on my feet and I'd be without my babys and DP and I'd miss them. I don't want to let Atticus cry but the past month he's been lying down, in a bouncy seat, or jumper a lot more than he'd probably like bc I just don't want to be touched. I'm nursing both kiddos and my daughter (35 months) still wants to nurse more than the baby. We tried limiting her to right before bed but it's hard when she gets hurt or is sad or she wants to cuddle but only if there is mommy milk. She loves him and it's really sweet how affectionate she is to him but she is still jealous and they way she copes is by wanting mommy milk.
I actually wrote a poem about it:
"I need mommy milk.
I miss you I need mommy milk
I hurt my toe i need mommy milk
I fell down I need mommy milk
i am sad i need mommy milk
I screamed i need mommy milk
I had read a book i need mommy milk
i put my pants on i need mommy milk
i drank water i need mommy milk
i went to the bathroom i need mommy milk
i read a book i need mommy milk
i dont want to eat solid food i only want mommy milk
I have a little brother I want mommy milk"
How are you dealing with being touched out? Have any advice? Tia! :)