I can't believe I am here. I have three daughters here on Earth and my fourth daughter was still born this past April. Never had any problems in pregnancy before she passed away. She was born at home very peacefully and we buried her on Good Friday. My husband and I went away for one weekend in July for our anniversary. He has been very busy with work and with my up and down emotions this was the only weekend we had sex. Used protection and never in a million years think I would become pregnant. Shock of shocks though I am now eight weeks pregnant with a due date the same week my 4th daughter was born. I keep thinking this one will end the same way, that I will never again have a live baby. I was not in any way mentally prepared for another pregnancy. Anyone else scared of pregnancy?