blue, belly, hope, mom, vegan! thanks for rooting me on! it feels good to have a fan club!!!
viroes, so exciting! i can't wait to hear the results!
daisy, glad the biopsy went so smoothly! the 9th is just around the corner.
laura, i agree with blue, i have purchased many a dollar store test and everyone on the internet swears by them. i am feeling good though about your beta! it showed up nice and early! do the lines seem to be getting darker?
afm, today is yom kippur (a very holy jewish holiday) and traditionally i have always fasted. no food, no water, from sundown last night to sundown tonight. dr t recommended i didn't fast, and of course judaism allows for people that are ill or pregnant to not fast. however part of me feels a little guilty. i'm not especially religious, but this was something that was always really important to my dad, and since he's passed away i have always treated it as a honor to him. i have decided to at least spend some time today thinking about all the craziness i've been through this year, focusing my energy on being positive and focusing on this baby that i am hoping is inside me.
i woke up again soaking wet. the night sweats are not pretty! i feel good today, calm, happy, i promised myself i wouldn't poas since it is a very important holiday and i didn't want to possibly see a negative and spend the day depressed about that. even though it's still a bit early. today is 5dp5dt. i may poas tomorrow, or maybe i'll try to hold out until at least friday or saturday. i just want it to work so badly this time that i don't want to even entertain a possibility that it didn't.