Ugh, someone kill me please. My cold is finally on its death throw but it's not going down without a fight which apparently means a mean post nasal drip that makes me feel like I've been gargling broken glass. And since it's all dripping into my stomach I've been dealing with tummy issues today too. Not really nausea persay, although I get that when I haven't eaten (like now...), but upset stomach.
My m/s seems to have mostly returned at night. For the last three nights around 10-11 I start feeling icky again. I'm not sure if it's because of the drainage or just that I was starting to feel a bit more normal and napping and snacking less or a combo of both but I've been having to take dramamine so I can sleep.
Hormones? Check. It's possible my husband walked in on me watching the Friends finale with tears streaming down my face and then started sobbing when I talked about how Ross and Rachel finally got together and how Monica and Chandler had their babies and were leaving (p.s. Monica was soooooo pregnant in that episode). Which, as you can imagine, only made the whole drainage thing worse and set off a coughing fit. It was awesome. And by awesome I mean super crappy. Then I started crying about how I just wanted to feel normal again. I know the cold has been really rough and that's been here for nearly a week and a half.
It's also possible I just fell asleep at work. Granted, I'm working from home today since I feel so crappy and my boss is on vacation anyway, but still.
I'm supposed to have my first OB appointment today, which I actually had to reschedule from last Tuesday because of this cold, but I just keep wondering how I'm going to make it through driving there and being poked and proded. I just had my annual in Feb. so they shouldn't need to do a pap/pelvic, right? Just take some blood and walk me through things, right?
In short. blegh. I'm 9w3d. I just want this part to be over.








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