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I'm out...

post #1 of 19
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I've lost my little one. My beta HCG levels have dropped substantially as of today, so hopefully I'll get the go ahead to try again in a few weeks. Still grieving, feeling pretty empty. We wanted this pregnancy to be successful so, so badly. We prepped for months and tried to do everything just right. But, we refuse to let it shake us up too much - it's an opportunity to learn and grow as a couple, and it makes our journey to conceiving our next little one all the more precious. The darker the dark days are, the brighter the bright days get to be.

 

I sincerely appreciate your support along the way. For the most part, I only had you all here to help me through the process.

 

Best wishes to you all for wonderful, joyous pregnancies and healthy, precious babies. May is a beautiful month to have a little one. Enjoy. stillheart.gif

post #2 of 19

I'm so sorry Sweetmama. candle.gif   Blessings to you and your family.

post #3 of 19

Hugs to you SweetMama.
 

post #4 of 19

So sorry to hear this, Mama.  Take time and take care of yourself.
 

post #5 of 19

srry for your loss :(

post #6 of 19

I'm so sorry. Thinking of you.

post #7 of 19
So sorry to hear this. Your instincts really were right as you were coming to terms with the loss before you could know for sure. Wishing you healthy baby dust for your upcoming journey. Please update us when you have a healthy pregnancy (and yes, I mean when, not if!). Hugs!!
post #8 of 19

I'm so sorry. greensad.gif
 

post #9 of 19
My heart breaks for you, my dear One Thread friend. Hoping you heal quickly.
post #10 of 19

Ohhh, I'm so sorry. Thinking of you.
 

post #11 of 19

(((Hugs))). I am so sorry

post #12 of 19

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post #13 of 19

You are in my thoughts, SweetMama. hug.gif

post #14 of 19

Just wanted to add my wishes for a smooth process and a wonderful blessing in the next few months.

post #15 of 19

I'm feeling for ya especially since I'm out, too. Went for my 1st appt on Tuesday and the u/s showed a 4wk sac and not much else, drew hcg. Started spotting then bleeding yesterday. Went in today and had another u/s which showed no more sac and thinning lining. I knew that going in. My hcg Tuesday was 400 or so...waaaay too low for 6 weeks and my dates were solid. So....I'm out this go round. Here's hoping for July? Oh, dear me, no! Maybe a few months off would be good? Hadn't thought of that. 

 

Have fun y'all, and Sweetmama, big hugs!

post #16 of 19

I am so sorry for your loss, sweetmama. I have been there twice this past year, and it is a very dark place. But as you say, from the darkest night sometimes springs the brightest dawn. Wishing you the strength to heal physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
 

post #17 of 19

I am so, so sorry to hear this. I know you had a gut feeling before knowing for sure, but I'm sure that doesn't make it any easier. Prayers for peace during this very hard time for you and yours. Please update us WHEN you do conceive again. You have a great attitude about this, and I wish you all the best. Hang in there!!

post #18 of 19

I am sorry for your loss! This coming sunday will be a week since my bleeding started and it's like the end of a heavy period now. this has been a hard weeks lots of sleeping and tears! 

post #19 of 19

SweetMama, I am so sorry to hear this.  I've been thinking about you a lot lately.  I hope you find healing space during this time.  Please don't hesitate to reach out for support.

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