I have two children, 18 and 15. I had two miscarriages before my oldest and one after my youngest. I remarried last year.
I just turned 42 and I am pregnant for the 3rd time in less than 6 months. (My ob tells me that says a lot about the quality of my eggs, but thats not very reassuring) I had two missed abortions that started with cramping and bleeding right around 8 weeks. Both pregnancies started with all the normal symptims and then they just faded away. I am now 6 weeks, 4 days pregnant again. Having all the normal symptoms again, plus a few I didn't have the last two times. I am trying not to stress this time, but its very difficult. I haven't made my first appointment yet because I am scared to. I'm just reaching out to see if anyone else has been in a similar situation. Guess I am looking for a little but of hope in the midst of the despare I am feeling right now.
I apologize for sounding so bleak. Thanks for any advice and feedback.