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Hi it has been a real roller coster for me the past 2 years. I have a 10 year old boy that I love dearly. I have not been able to make up my mind on having another child the past 2 years because of too  many worrys and concerns.. and when I finally did it took me 10 month to get pregnant only to find out that i was having and ectopic pregnancy. then aftere that I tryed for 4 month when my body was ready again and i was very struggling for me to be disapointed all the time, so I have been dealing with emotionel stress and decided to stop as I am 42 . Right now it is hard for me to face reallity. I try to tell myself that it is ok to have an only child and that I have evrything to be happy . I just want to find happiness again and go on with my life.