October Infertility "One" Thread - Page 2

[monkeyscience]

Dang it, milk...I'm so sorry. Was hoping no news was good news.

[SKJ2011]

Shit milk. I am beyond sorry. Life is so f-ing unfair.

[Stevi]

Milk8Shake...   ((((hugs))))

[toothfairy2be]

Ohh Milk, this is just too much. I am so so sorry. I too was hoping no news was good news. My heart breaks for you. Please keep us in the loop and I'll continue prayers for you.

[brichole1214]

Milk: Sending you big hugs!!! I am so sorry!!!

Stevi:  I was shocked that they would pay for my meds and doctor visits...i just hope that things work like they did last time and I don't have to go to IUI or IVF or else we'll be giving up completely.

shesaidboom:  Well, looks like AF will be here full force tomorrow so I will be starting this cycle :)

AFM:  As I mentioned above AF has shown signs of her visit so I should be on CD1 tomorrow.  I'll call the doctor's office on Monday (as long as she does show up) and I'll have base line blood work and US done on either Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday.  We will probably do femera this round and see where it takes us.  I hope that it can lead to a BFP but last time we did this they had me avoid DTD and we missed my ovulation.  So who knows.  I hope everyone is having a good Friday!

[SilaMarila]

Damn it. Sorry Milk. Thinking of you.

[thecoffeebean]

Much love to you, Milk. I'm so sorry.

[Tear78]

NNNNOOOOOOO!!! . Milk, I'm so sorry! I'm so mad and broken hearted on your behalf! I'm sending you lots of healing and love.

[BucketOfRain]

Milk, I am so, so sorry:( You are in my thoughts and I wish you some peace at this wretched time.

[blueyezz4]

Milk - Crap!!!!  I was so sad to read your news. Thinking and praying for you as you deal w/ this loss.  Life is so not fair! Take care of yourself!

 

[Tenk]

Oh Milk, I'm so sorry </3
 

[SimplyRochelle]

I have so many (in)appropriate cuss words to throw about right now. Milk, my heart breaks for you once again. No one should have to try and be that strong. 

[skeemama]

Milkshake.  SO sorry. I understand the heart break.  That does not decrease it for you.

My heart aches for you.

[Lindz]

Milkshake I am so sorry!  FUCK!  AAAGGGHHH!!!!!  That is what my head is screaming right now.

Af is due tomorrow.  For the first time ever I haven't tested a million times beforehand.  Does this mean my hope is gone?  Maybe.  Tomorrow I get to announce my teaching partner's pregnancy to our school.  That should be fun if I wake up with AF.  What a cruel joke....I just know it will happen.

I think I'm being negative.  I'm not sure I can change my weather right now.  

[deborahbgkelly]

Milk- Big hugs. Proudfamilyguy- There are not currently guys on this thread, but I see no reason why you couldn't join us. You could also start a thread like this for guys. There is a dad's forum, but that may not work for you (I haven't seen it much). AFM- Feels like AF is on her way, yay! The sooner she comes the sooner we can get back to it.

[Milk8shake]

Thanks everyone for your support.  Sometimes life is very unfair.

The physical recovery from the D&C has been pretty nasty this time around, which sucks.  I'm not really wanting to go back to work until the worst of it is over, but I also don't want to delay my return any more than necessary.  The emotional side is a whole other story, and I don't think that it is really "real" to me yet.  

[Lindz]

I did it.  I announced my teaching partner's pregnancy to our school with the best acting job ever!  I better be nominated for an Oscar!   Didn't wake up with AF.  No spotting like usual so that's different.  I'm still not getting my hopes up.  She feels like she is on the way.  

[Lindz]

Ok, it got the better of me....bfn.  Of course.  Why would I expect anything different. I really do need to set up IUI.  Sigh.

[lilacvioletiris]

Milk8shake, I too was hoping that no new was good news. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

ProudFamilyGuy, there aren't any men on this thread, but I am here because of the male fertility my DH and I are dealing with - he has extremely  low sperm count - he had only 25 individual sperm when 45 million would be better.

AFM, AF showed up.

[toothfairy2be]

Milk- I'm sorry on top of everything else you aren't recovering well. Seems like when it rains it pours. Sending healing thoughts your way.

Lindz- You are a better woman than I. Why didn't she announce her pregnancy herself?! Sorry about the bfn... where are all our BFPs?

lilac- You and DH are done with freezing samples right? Do you have a timeline yet for IVF?

sila, shesaidboom, teresa (you still around?), sourire... all the other MIA ladies from here, hope you are all well & that you will update soon.

AFM- We decided to switch REs to a new practice. My consult is this Wednesday to discuss IVF. I am hoping to do my CD3 testing Oct 28th when we get back from the Caribbean and start stimming at the end of November. I am hesitant to move over to the IVF board until after my consult. It is so weird, when I started on MDC in 2010 I didn't even know the IF forum existed. When I jumped into the IF One thread I was hesitant I would get pregnant my first cycle on Clomid so I lurked for a while. Now I am doing the same thing on the IVF side. Never thought I'd get here, though  nobody ever does right. Nobody plans  on needing IVF, right? Anyway. I had my NaPro followup last week. He said things are looking better every month and offered a few new suggestions but didn't really address my left ovary pain coming back (even though my periods have been much better). So, I look forward to my ultrasound to see what might be going on in there. As for right now, waiting to O. I'm at CD11 with no sign of EWCM (has started at CD9 or 10 since surgery) so I'm expecting a late O which is annoying because my husband is travelling CD14-15.