WHY oh why. I still feel soo horribly anxious and awful and detached and tempted to rent a doppler although soon I am sure I will feel movement regularly and be "OK".....
I just wake up and talke in my head to belly... "OK, let me feel you... ove, baby...move... show me you are ok..." etc and I feel a bubble... and turns out to be gas. :P
I have not had any losses (beyond a missed/chemical pg 8 yr ago) and both of my children are very healthy, so I have no real rational reason aside from the SCH and the occasional cramping that comes with it. I am having a hard time focusing on getting things done dwelling on this.
Am I crazy???
I wish so much that I was better at being a faithful person and could lift it up to God with ease... So yeah, those that are pray-ers? please?