There are a lot of threads about death/dying on here and I'd like to remind everyone that this season often brings up those feelings.
Death is also life, it's a circle. Use this season as a time of healing and birthing yourself into a higher you... lots of resources support this!
The Celestine Prophacy isn't super well written, but the message of it is great. Meditation and music are tools that helps as well. Stream of consiousness journalling, esp. if you have some medicinal herbs to help your mind relax and open is another great tool.
Take in the season, level up to your higher purpose, be the most wonderful you that you can be. Remember your purpose here in this lifetime.
Peace and Blessings.