I am going to attempt breastfeeding again. When my son was born I bf for the first three months. I don't feel like my milk ever fully came in and most of the time he would nurse for just a little bit and then take a bottle. When I pumped, the bottles were about 1/3 breast milk and 2/3 formula. BF was my first choice but I didn't produce enough to keep him healthy. At three months I got so discouraged that I stopped. Even with a good pump I was only getting 1.5 oz total after 45 min. He would nurse but only for a few min and then get upset because he was so hungry. I feel bad and want to try again. I can still get some (a few drops) when I express and I started taking Fenugreek again tonight. I am still on birthcontrol so I can't let him nurse and I can't get off the bc until he is breastfeeding enough to not need it. Any ideas? Is this even possible? I was sooooo stressed out last time from not having enough that I am scared now. I really, really want this to work so any thoughts would be helpful.