I'm not so sure, at the moment He had 80 days yesterday. Today he couldn't remember if he took his meds in the morning. He's had super, super bad money troubles since he's been unemployed, washing socks out in the sink, even, counting change, rolling scrap tobacco in found paper...today I sent him $100 for meds and tooth stuff and tobacco and other things that food stamps won't cover. At 1:30 he was yawning on the web cam and said he needed to sleep...but since 2:30 when he called me back, his behavior has been increasingly erratic, he can't understand what I say, and he's been rather unintelligible, and then he started getting kind of snippy, and then kind of blaming when I asked what in the world is going on and was he OK ("C'mon, P____" like my name was a swear word, and in a really tired tone, like "tired of hearing it", not sleepy-tired).
We hung up, my idea, so it wouldn't devolve, and he's been unreachable for the last hour.
Sigh. F***. I hope I'm wrong, but I don't think so. It's possible, because he can get really whacked with and without these meds, and not remember things, and act really strangely, but I don't think so. I've been wrong before-- one can hope.
OMG what if he went to J's house...oh, sh*t. OMG if he is drinking I hope to heck he did not drive.