Well, more red bleeding today but no clots or cramps. I think I really overdid it yesterday out hiking on some property we're planning to move to but we didn't want to tell the people that we were with about the pregnancy. I'm hoping that's all it is but of course, a huge part of me feels like this is the beginning of the end, just like I did with the previous bleeding. I had been trying not to take any more pregnancy tests since I have this 3rd beta scheduled on Monday but I feel like if this bleeding tapers off like it did last time, I will have to go buy some just to ease my mind a little. This is just so stressful. I'm having a hard time hiding it since we have company that we don't want to tell and that's just adding to my stress level. I volunteered at a super cute local craftshow this morning to try and take my mind off of things while being surrounded by beautiful things and people. I just wish I didn't have to entertain. I'm seriously thinking of faking a migraine and laying in bed all day (but not til after lunch.) It's going to be a long couple of days....
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12/1/12 at 9:49am
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