So here is what happened ~
I had a feeling something was off and so I went in to get a transvaginal ultrasound. I wasn't dating correctly and they said it was likely based on what they saw and didn't see that I would miscarry. So, with my soon-to-be ex there with me, we opted for medication to end the pregnancy rather than waiting it out. Now is not a good time considering he just moved out, and the pregnancy didn't seem viable anyway. I didn't want to carry something with me that wouldn't develop or have problems later on because of it. ending it early is better for my body and fertility.
It was less hard to do than I thought. Still grieving though of course. Now I am grieving the loss of my marriage and a potential child... hope I catch a break soon, this year has absolutely sucked.
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