I don't even know how to write this because it's been a horrible debate in my mind for months now. I don't want to wean my almost 2 year-old but I don't enjoy nursing her. She only nurses 1-2 times a day because I just can't take having her on me more than that with me nursing her twin sisters all the time. I REALLY wanted to do child-led weaning and let her keep going until she's done. But it feels physically uncomfortable, like too much stimulation when she nurses now. I really hate to wean her since she enjoys nursing and her little face just lights up when I allow her to nurse so it breaks my heart. I just don't know what to do and no one around me IRL knows or cares about this. They just tell me to wean her and she's plenty old enough and probably shouldn't be nursing anymore anyways.
To sum it up, I don't really want to wean her (especially since she loves to nurse) but I'm feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated with nursing her and her sisters. Please help.