Fast forward to now. My OB/midwife team said they'll be watching me closely, and if I get pre-e again I'll be getting a scheduled c-section due to how risky things turned out last time. It's right about the same time (23 weeks) and I'm starting to swell. I had to take off my wedding ring, and I'm starting to get ankle/feet swelling. My eyes feel a bit puffy, too. I sleep 10-12 hours a night (thank you DD!!!) and still wake up feeling tired in my muscles and generally "blah." I've also been feeling nauseous at times. I just don't have much umph to me. I should mention this all came on somewhat quickly in the last two weeks, before which I felt great.
I'm freaking out, honestly. I have an appointment on Wednesday so I'm definitely going to be talking this over then. Is this a guaranteed downhill slope? I am upset about this because I'm scared, but also because I really REALLY REALLY want a chance to try for a natural birth. I know it will be hard for me to accept, even though healthy mama/baby are really all that matter. Please chime in with any stories/advice that may help. Thank you!!!
Edited by Tear78 - 11/25/12 at 10:31am






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Thank you for always supporting me!
Tough couple nights of sleep: after a week off from the last 3-month-long-teething-terror, DD has had a rough couple nights again and is working on the next 3-4 teeth. Argh! The appointment went well, there was ZERO protein in my urine, and my BP was back down. Maybe it was parent conferences after all? They want to see me in two weeks, and they are also checking my iron levels. I'm relieved, though still nervous. They said the fact that I'm swelling is a sign for alertness, but that everything looks "normal" now otherwise. Ugh, I just want to know if I am destined for another c-section, but I know it's just a matter of waiting and paying close attention. They also offered me to call anytime and come in to get tested if I feel iffy at ALL. I think they're being really alert. Thanks everybody!
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