You should not continue to take it if you are experiencing depression or suicidal thoughts. You should wean down. All antidepressants carry the risk of increasing anxiety or depression or causing suicidal thoughts. You need to either change your antidepressant or go off it(wean down, don't stop cold turkey) until you can get in to see a psych who will evaluate you. If it helps, this is extremely common. I tried both Paxil and Effexor before coming to Zoloft as one that worked a LITTLE for me. I'll be adding other meds in with it but both Paxil and Effexor were complete busts for me complete with intolerable side effects. Don't wait the 9 weeks to do anything about this. Do it now.