I dont think I can invent anything, i am just too overwhelmed. If i find a convertible type, that just makes it easier? Guess i will have start searching for recommendations, are they all that different? If i have it sidecared, i guess that will be ok for a baby that stays put, but once they start to move its unsafe to stay that way, right? I dont think it will work for me because i am a very unaware sleeper that tosses and turns, and have lotsof nightmares

, one more thing to worry about, but i am working on it. I doubt i will change, plus add the exhaustion in there, and i just need a fool proof method of safety. I dont want to sleep with the crib all 4 sides up , b/c that will be so much work. I just want to move the side i need when i need, to nurse, or comfort baby. Now i am imaging everytime i shut the baby in there , crying may happen, just from watching me shut the thing. But i will be so tired getting up and removing the 4th side, so i dont know what to do.And as baby gets heavier, it will feel harder in the night to pull out of there. Maybe i am misunderstanding the convertible, i would think it makes this problem easier. I hope someone invents the answer too. Makes me tired just thinking about it. I just cant cosleep any old way, i know my self.
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