I am not sure how to get over this. I've been really wanting another baby for over a year. We had a pregnancy "scare" last year and I was overjoyed thinking I was pregnant again. DH was accepting, but it isn't what he wanted. He was relieved to find out we weren't. I'm not sure if this is a mostly biological thing, wanting another. I have 3 beautiful children, why should I want any more? But, I desparately do, I can't get it out of my head. We're using withdrawal for birth control and we've discussed the fact that there is a chance of failure with this. He is ok with that. He said if it happens, it must be God's will.
I'm not sure how to move beyond this. I love my family as it is now, but this yearning for another is too strong to ignore.