I am feeling as if I am loosing it. I am such a failure as a mom. I am not a fun mom at all. I don't have any energy or patience with the kids (anymore). I am just seriously exhausted and want them to be quiet.
I prefer sitting in front of the computer and reading my kindle to doing anything with them, because they exhaust me. The two eldest have ADHD and the other one is a cute little baby. I do love them. Dearly.
I am newly diagnose with ADHD myself and on Ritalin. I feel that the Ritalin exhaust me even more because I forget to eat and I try to do all the work as fast as I can. I am not getting anywhere though, as soon as I clean something, somebody makes a mess. Which is normal, I know.
My husband has Adult ADD - and he is like this Tasmanian Devil in the cartoons. I wrote about him before.
I feel as if I am really really close to total exhaustion, but my DH is not able or willing to do anything about it.
In about four weeks I am going back to work again. And I am dreading how exhausted I will be than.
Sorry for the whining! I just feel so helpless.