eirual - I am sorry that you are struggling with the budgeting. I suck at it too. Despite being into the DR plan for month 5 now - there's still too much month left at the end of my money.
If cash works for you - go back to it by all means. And a new month is almost here!
ps - I just figured out how you got your user name. I feel silly - I will blame it on being a blonde :)