I'm feeling physically OK here (after having a cold for 4-5 days), morning sickness seems to be gone, energy coming back too I think (fiance claims the green pastures cod liver oil I've strated to take gets rid of morning sickness). But emotionally I've been kinda bad. Not too bad, mostly just feeling horrible about how fat I think I look. I see pictures of pregnant women and they look so tiny or they only gain in their stomachs but I've been gaining in my butt and thighs too (and boobs, of course!). I feel like maternity pants won't even help me because of how big my thighs are now. I've been trying to watch what I've been eating more these last couple of weeks, and trying to walk and do yoga (and the last few days I hadn't been eating much because I was sick), but every day I feel like I've gained more and more weight. Actually I have, according to the scale! I had a crying meltdown about it the other day.
DF has been awesome and always tells me how beautiful I and is still really attacted to me but I'm terrified if I've gained this much weight already what will it be like by the end?! My mom gained 60 lbs with me, maybe this is karma!