I just don't know how I'm going to keep doing this. I have a beautiful 2 year old son who I am scared to continue parenting because I don't feel capable of managing the transitions I know are coming up (weaning from dummy, toddler bed, toilet training) and the challenges involved in his next stage of development (getting him involved in toy cleanup and self care, behavioural problems). I have a strong urge to just run away from him, but that would be devastating for him as he is so dependent on me and devastating for me because I will have given in to my fear and I don't think I would ever get over it.
How can I prepare myself for these things better so I am not so afraid of them and can actually face them?
Please help me!