Philsbabymama - (by the way we have an outdoor cat named Phil so I always think your profile name is funny) Sorry you are sick. I had a sore throat stuffy nose nasal drip thing the last few days but I think mine was dust allergies. DD isn't sleeping well tonight for some reason and I am wondering if her cold is coming back or if she is just having nightmares. She could sure use a break from being sick.
I am feeling more calm from this morning. After I wrote up an somewhat angry letter to send back I threw it away. I realized my mom was probably hoping for an angry letter of some sort so she can show people how "mean" I am to her. She is such a button pusher! The whole gist of the letter is that 'she has no idea why I am so mad at her but she will always love me. Oh yeah by the way you are depriving your child of love by keeping us out of her life and we hope that the pain you are inflicting on us makes you feel better. Happy birthday.'
Anyway, I harnessed my caffeine and rage into cleaning the house and I also got almost all of the giant pile of laundry done today and made a good dinner, so screw her. Tonight I did my prenatal measurements and my fundal height is measuring 2 cm ahead and baby was moving all over when I was using the doppler. It makes me have such a hard time fully believing the doctors when they said she could have trouble thriving and may have motor and cognitive delay. She's def not small and she is just as wiggly as the other two girls were. I am trying not to be falsely optimistic but I just don't feel or see what they are telling me. I had to move my next u/s and prenatal visit until the 13th so we will see what they say then. On another positive note I only gained 1 lb this week instead of 2.