I hate and distrust hospitals/doctors so much that I did a homebirth October 2012.
I've always been "iffy" about shots (my mom was EXTREMELY selective). I decided to do only 2 singleton or 1 combo shot and ONLY dead shots for my son.
At our last Ped visit, I was bullied into 2 shots and the RV shot, which I thought was dead (you can't expect me to remember everything, I even asked the doctor who said it was dead). Within 12 hours, my son had FIVE poops (1st was normal, but bright green, 2nd was 50/50 mucous and it slowly morphed to the bright green all-mucous poop). That night, he was sitting on my lap facing out as I was rocking him. He froze and suddenly burst into a scream. Thinking he was uncomfortable, I gave him to my partner/his dad with my son facing me. Three times in 10 minutes, he froze and his face turned to a painful silent scream. Then, he quietly let out 2 whimpers.
Needless to say, I think he had seizures and the doctor told me not to worry, that it wasn't a seizure and I didn't know what I was talking about (um... I was a certified medical assistant trained by a registered nurse). She also told me the poops were normal since the RV shot was LIVE. He's been fine/normal since and it was only this one day that he was "off".
I'm 100% against vax's now (the ingredients scare the crap out of me!). In what universe is it ok to inject mercury or monkey kidney cells into a human, but we can't mix blood types?? My partner says he doesn't want to leave our son "unprotected". I told him the shots were more dangerous than the diseases themselves.
I have no idea where to start or what to do. I want to do a research pack like I did for myself (I don't do gyn stuff due to them being unreliable) filled with the ingredients of vaccines, how they're ineffective/useless/dangerous, etc.