. Because from where I am at now, it's feeling a bit defeating to be doing everything "right" but not have the weight success that other women here do... It's just hard to have things be so different this time after such similarities each time in the past.UGH. I have been feeling okay about my weight gain until recently. But I am up about 30lbs so far (started out a few lb's more than in the past, but still average weight/good BMI for 5'8ish height...BUT gained like 10 lbs in my 1st tri and usually I LOSE weight then! never have gained until this time!) and while that may not seem huge for someone who has gained ~45lbs with each previous pregnancy no matter how well I ate and worked out (no GD or anything) usually I dont hit 30lbs until 35-36 weeks!!! (Yes I gained a lot in that last month each time). I am only 28 weeks now!! I am trying so hard with exercise and diet. I work out as much as I can, but with physical limitations (SPD and SI joint pain) that keep me from doin certain things, I can't do much more than my elliptical, some floor work, and free weights. I know better than to cross that line. I think the Hashimoto's dx is the only thing different this time around (and I am not nursing during this pg, but I wasn't during my first either, so can't use that) but I have a hard time blaming it when it's been under control from before I even got pg (plus my TSH was never high or anything). I dont mind another big baby (DS was just under 10#, but it was the 15.5" head that held me up, but I was he most active during his pg, while slightly less with each of my girls before him, and they were both 7lb'ers) but it would be nice to see with my own eyes that baby isnt likely already 10 lbs.
. Because from where I am at now, it's feeling a bit defeating to be doing everything "right" but not have the weight success that other women here do... It's just hard to have things be so different this time after such similarities each time in the past.
. Because from where I am at now, it's feeling a bit defeating to be doing everything "right" but not have the weight success that other women here do... It's just hard to have things be so different this time after such similarities each time in the past.






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