Banana - I hope its just that its been about 6 months since I started Nutrition Response Testing and its actually starting to show results. They say it takes 6 - 18 months. I'm just worried because now my belly is smaller and lower. No spotting or anything, but I think I will call in tomorrow and see if I can run in so they can get the heartbeat for me to so I'm not stressing out. I need to go to town tomorrow anyway to get groceries. I've lost some weight because I'm taking less insulin, which is good yes, but might be a sign something isn't right. Though its mostly at night and especially at 4 am where you get a hormonal dump and maybe my hormones aren't as erratic.
Songbird - its good to know now that you might need to find someone for your DS. I need to see how my DS feels about being at the birth or if he wants to stay with a friend or if he wants to go and then have an option to leave if we call a friend to pick him up. He is going to be 7, but he might get bored fast or he will be a big help and the doula can tell him what he can do to help me while I'm in labor and keep our DD company. We'll see. It's something to think about.
I will let you all know if I get in tomorrow and hear the heartbeat. My last miscarriage was at 14 weeks, but I was also an undiagnosed diabetic at the time so my blood sugar had been high the whole pregnancy. So, that's why all the worry. It's so close to when I had my last miscarriage and right after I've told everyone. 
that everything is ok and already got some chocolate to make myself feel better. 
I told myself that if something is wrong tomorrow that I'm going to buy two kombuchas and some chocolate covered almonds to drown in my sorrow. Hoping I have to wait until August to drink kombucha again.
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