I "should" be happy right with a healthy baby no matter what sign. I have a lot of mixed feelings right now and maybe it's just the hormones but I don't want to invalidate my feelings and I don't want to dwell on them too much. Me and my partner are both monkeys and are really compatible with dragons and I missed my chance twice this past year to have a dragon baby. We lost a baby in October that would have been due this past May and now all those feelings of loss are coming back. I feel so confused, hurt and lost. Mostly because I'm very happy that we are having a baby, this is my partners first baby and he is 44. All of his neices and nephews are grown or almost grown so he is really happy to finally be having a baby.
I guess I just need to be validated, heard and reassured that it doesn't matter that this baby isn't a dragon and that snakes are just as cool. I have a snake daughter and she is the coolest and smartest kid I know. Just trying to accept my atatchments and let them go at the same time.
And now I'm almost 41 weeks and been having prodromal labor for 3 weeks. One of my other daughter was born on Feb 14 so maybe I'll have two valentines babies.