I also have two daughters , a 20 year old who doesnt talk to me and hasnt since the seperation. Iv tried so many different ways to communicate , and have had no luck with anything that iv tried. This is the first year i havent bort anything for xmas or her birthday as i have never had a reply in the past and i dont even no if anything i have ever bortt her in the past has even got to her, and my x in the past has not past gifts , or msgs onto my daughter. This plays heavey on me.
My youngest is 11. And i have her every second fortnight , and injoy every second i can have with her.
Like alot of us i have worked very hard in the past , and have watched everything i have ever worked for get taken of me and thrown away.
Both my wife and I when we were together done everything on our own with no family support because of personal reasons, i no i suffering from loss , rejection , the feeling of being unloverble , and even though she has been routhless with the desissions that she has made with me and our children , i miss her companion ship very much.
I dont think id be here now if my son hadnt of chosen to come and live , u see in the past my feelings of love and compatsion always come accross as me being week.
I came accross these sights because i got talking to a girl i met in another state, after talking to her after a couple of days , it was support she needed not a relationship, and found single morhers forum so she could relate to other people in her situation, lol , realised um sick on tied of doing things by myself , im not game enouth to reply to single mothers though because i have balls and i dont think i would come out feeling any better.
I pay child support , im sick of working , tied of everything , im a trucky witch takes up alot of my time. Working now , which means i can only check this every so often.
Sorry if i sound self obsorbed , or pitty me . I hope to work through my problem and injoy life and have realised i need support do do so.
Thank u for yr time