good luck teles! thinking of you! utilize some witch hazel if things get sore down there.
(also note that i have all the books in your picture)
thank you mamas for the encouragement. it means so much to me, really. i called yesterday morning to cancel my induction, and was told the doctor would call me back and tell me what to do from there, as far as an NST was concerned, or a follow up appointment. i never got a call, and the office is closed this weekend. ONE weekend a month they have a different practice on call and of course it's this weekend. uugh
so my husband dealt with calling after hours and finally got ahold of the doctor on call at the different practice. we also really like the doctor who would have showed up to the hospital for our induction at 6am on monday morning, and wanted to make sure she didn't do that. anyway. this doctor, whom we've never met, was SO confused/appalled/concerned that a doctor would schedule an induction for me at 41 weeks for no reason. we are at no risk for anything and baby is super active. it was reassuring for my hubby especially to hear this from a doctor. he is supportive of me in my decisions, but when the bitchy doctor we saw threw the word stillborn out there we completely freaked out and went along with the induction. after doing my research and calming down, and reading all of your words, i realized that no doctor should instill unnecessary fear into the minds of parents and i should go with my instinct.
we have a NST scheduled for monday morning at the hospital. i don't want to do it really, i think it's unnecessary since baby is still strong and super active, but it will make hubby feel better.
i also got some EPO yesterday and started with that. i completely forgot about that as an option to help things along. hubby's also been up for dtd so that's exciting.
i'm pretty bummed that i now will have no time alone with hubby and baby since it's this far along in the game. great grandmother gets into town to live permanently with MIL on monday (and she drives me up a freakin wall), brother in law will be here on friday, and my mom will be here on the 25th and is staying for a week. my sister and sister in law are also here, as well as my mother in law (who lives in town). i'm afraid i'm going to have a nervous breakdown after baby is here and people won't go away. i have to really express to hubby that he needs to get his family out of the house and limit visits.
we're going to go jog around red rocks now. 
love to all of you mamas.
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