I am not sure if this is the right section of the forum.
anyway, I will try to post here.
I am a part time working mama, with a very good income, so no financial problems.
DH is starting his new business.
We have a 11 months old and a 3 and half year old.
they are both adorable boys with normal and age-appropriate needs.
They have never been to daycare. Never had a babysitter.
they cosleep with us (I cosleep with DS2 and DHcosleeps with DS1). DS1 nursed 2 and half years and DS2 is obviously still nursing.
DH and I decided we will work both part time and take care of our kids.
I am finding it really hard. I can't accomplish simple things during the day, I am always in ''survival''mode. Yet, this is simple normal life. I only have 2 children. they don't have any health problems. They are adorable. We don,t have relational problems with DH, we are in good health.
I have no reason to complain.
Yet, I find it really really hard.
I wonder if this is normal.
I feel that I am failing.