I knew someone would understand
! now my embarrassing moments is worth it. I scrubed the tub FINALLY , it was too hard, I'm not looking forward to it again. I imagine it will actually becoming impossible. I'm just great at imagining the worst. What if i have a csection & i cant do things! Then i try &reason with myself. In the shower too, i think it was actually harder since last week to clean my butt- you know since you all care so much:) about my growing butt. that include you wrenmoon, i saw your joke in the belly pictures thread. what if 1 day I can't reach it all, does that happened people?! maybe it's time to get a removable shower head, I have trouble reaching under the belly too, something about the angle of the water. and those little gadgets must be good for cleaning the baby too? the things I let myself get caught up on these days... am I doomed to never have a clean tub again, will i even stop caring about it? I must not give up trying, right! at least I made you all laugh.. phobia geek, is that name b/c you have phobias of geeky things? I thought hmmm thats why she responded to this, its sounds like a quirky little nitch to be thinking about. I just don't like un solved problems , yet seems to be my specialty getting stuck in that mindset. I'm starting to think I like pregnancy brain whatever that was you all called it, it brings us together over funny little things.