scrubbing the tub& wiping your butt... « Back to Group Discussions

[here we are]

that was embarrassing title to write, but I've been thinking about it for a while now. I avoid scrubbing the tub, it feels awkward as I imagine it feeling of more awkward later on. what to do? maybe that's what those scrubbers on a little pole are for that I've seen at Target. I love a clean tub, it gets me so worked up on my knees bending over like thatthough. Maybe it just feels hard like bending over. and I've said it before and I'll say it again I love the microphone feature that I can say what I want and it gets typed so I can be more part of the group, it's about time. okay, and the wiping the butt thing.... it just feels like I'mstreching further to get there, I feel so careful, then I wonder if it will getmore like that, streching. it's hard to explain but I bet you all know what I mean? I can't believe I'mwriting for reassurance about wiping my own butt, it's another 1 of those things that I wonder how it willevolve as i get bigger.

[wrenmoon]

You're making me laugh, and I could have written the butt part but for me it's leftover hemorrhoids from birthing big heads. I cant tell you how many times in the last seven years I have dreamed of owning a bidet.

I love internet anonymous boards. I hope you'll all stay my internet friends after all my internet confessions have come out...

[phobiageek]

lol totally understand the butt wiping thing

[here we are]

I knew someone would understand ! now my embarrassing moments is worth it. I scrubed the tub FINALLY , it was too hard, I'm not looking forward to it again. I imagine it will actually becoming impossible. I'm just great at imagining the worst. What if i have a csection & i cant do things! Then i try &reason with myself. In the shower too, i think it was actually harder since last week to clean my butt- you know since you all care so much:) about my growing butt. that include you wrenmoon, i saw your joke in the belly pictures thread. what if 1 day I can't reach it all, does that happened people?! maybe it's time to get a removable shower head, I have trouble reaching under the belly too, something about the angle of the water. and those little gadgets must be good for cleaning the baby too? the things I let myself get caught up on these days... am I doomed to never have a clean tub again, will i even stop caring about it? I must not give up trying, right! at least I made you all laugh.. phobia geek, is that name b/c you have phobias of geeky things? I thought hmmm thats why she responded to this, its sounds like a quirky little nitch to be thinking about. I just don't like un solved problems , yet seems to be my specialty getting stuck in that mindset. I'm starting to think I like pregnancy brain whatever that was you all called it, it brings us together over funny little things.

[phobiageek]

lol no phobiageek is a name that I've used since college. Back then, I was obsessed with knowing all sorts of phobias like caulrophobia is fear of clowns, bogeyphobia is fear of the boogeyman, pantophobia is fear of everything so I was a phobiageek :)