The day before yesterday, I had some very light spotting, but didn't think much about it. We had sex the day before, and I had some spotting earlier on that went away. Yesterday I had more light spotting and a little cramping, especially after a long walk. I was worried, but knew that the only thing to do was watch it. It stopped overnight, but came back after a shower this morning. Today, it got darker and I finally paged my midwife. She told me there was nothing to do but wait and see, but that I should go home from work to do it. I went home, and it got a bit worse (definitely actual blood, but not enough to fill even a panty liner really, but a good amount when wiping), but eased up after trying to take a nap and watching a movie. I checked in with the midwife, and she said at this point it can go either way.
She told me what to expect if I miscarry, and that it is not because of anything I did. She said that if it stays the same by Monday, or even if it gets better, they can send me for an ultrasound to see what it going on. She will check in with me in the morning.
I have had a bit more lighter spotting since talking to her, but not as much as earlier, and am super sensitive to every little cramp and twinge.
I'm not looking for an answer really. It could go either way. I don't have a good feeling about it though, and the waiting really sucks, so I guess just some company while I wait?
Thanks for reading.