Woke up this morning to brown discharge. Phoned the midwife who told me to go back to the hospital to get it checked. Was luckily only there an hour. They told me my bloods Showed a hcg of 11,000 which was inline with the new dates. They also did another internal and said my cervix was still closed so maybe the bleeding was just "one of those things"
I came home to more blood than I've had before but wasn't sure if it was due to the internal disrupting what was just settling from this morning.
I'm so scared each time I go to the toilet I am worried I will see more blood. It's only when I wipe after I wee so not needing a towel. I find it so hard as the hospital don't seem phased by the blood as my cervix being closed seems to reassure them.
I am so confused whether I should be grieving my baby and can't understand how the doctors can be so confident when nothing seems to make sense to me. I have 3 more days until my next scan where I hear my babies fate. I'm back to work tomorrow and just don't know how I am going to cope x