Today, I lost my baby. I spent the entire day in the hospital surrounded by amazing nurses and doctors and the ultrasound tech. I work at that hospital and I am blessed to have had so many wonderful people taking such gentle care of me.
The baby's father was with me through it all including the labor like contractions which went on for hours as they couldn't get me in the OR and passing of the baby before the surgery. I am very, very grateful for him being there. For those who know my story, please know he was the gentle, loving man that I have always known was inside despite his fears which caused him to run for a bit.
I am still in shock over the loss of my little one. I think I am numb.
I will pray for you all.
God Bless all of you, your babies and your families :)