Thank you thank you. Since we split I have not called him once. I wait for him to call me. I feel like it's easier on my emotions to not call him. We been split for a month now. And honestly we live a 30 minute airplane ride away. He has not been a jerk but he does have his moments. I basically have given up fighting with him-it's just too much for me...i get either too sad or too mad. And if i feel like i need to hang up on him i just do it. Eventually he'll call in the next few days-calmly.
I know we have a lot to talk about and decide together. We need to talk and figure things out. But like always he needs his time. And i will give him all the time that he needs.
What's rough is i have my moments when i want to scream at the top of my lungs at him. Then, moments where i can't help but cry my eyeballs out to him. Ugh!!!
One day at a time.
Thank you so much for your honesty. I was waiting for that.