It's been two weeks today since he walked out on our family. It's been three days since the due date of our daughter who died inside me last year. And I feel... I feel surprisingly ok. Over the past fortnight a lot more has come to light about the extent of his infidelity - I know now that he has been sleeping with other men since before our son was even born. And I think that, as devastating as that has been to hear, it's given me the peace of knowing that there was nothing I could do. It wasn't my fault. No matter how hard I tried to be more this, or more that, or less me, it would never have mattered. And that has made my way a little clearer, knowing that there's no way back and it's onwards and upwards for me and my beautiful children now.
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3/2/13 at 7:07pm