Bellyfruit- (((Hugs))) that this new cycle is the one!
LilyKay- I totally would want to wait until I was able to tell DH in person. Well, I will be waiting impatiently until Monday....FX!
AFM- I did not see any more pink tinges again...until this morning. At first, I saw just the lightest of tinges with my morning pee. So then I started to worry I had blood in my urine. YIKES! But then when I went again this morning, I confirmed it was definitely coming from my lady parts. But....it is super, super light. So I am not going to worry. I am hoping matt's mom is right, and it is just the bean snuggling in tighter. So far my symptoms are very minor, some light-headedness, barely nauseous. I have always urinated frequently! I don't really want to have morning sickness, but there is something comforting about knowing that my body is overwhelmed with pregnancy hormones. I am just now 5w. Hopefully, more symptoms will kick in next week. I am reluctant to go the doctor just to do HCG tests, but considering it. Either which way, I have finally accepted that I am pregnant right now. My excitement is definitely subdued by my past m/c, but I am also allowing myself to feel the joy and gratitude. I imagine my DH and I will have our hearts guarded for a while, until we know HCG levels are good, and then until we hear a heartbeat, and then getting past 14-15w.
I want to thank y'all again for all the zen you have showered upon me during this cycle. As I said before, I know my fertility is very much affected by stress, so the zen has been super-important! If y'all don't mind, I am going to stick around and lurk a bit. I have grown a bit attached to y'all.