I've been thinking about my last birth and it has brought up a few issues I'm worried about when I have this baby. With my daughter I had a bad haemorrhage which they struggled to find the source of (it was the tear), and this resulted in me feeling incredibly weak and having other problems later on. Because of this I'm really worried that it'll happen again. My main worry though is getting to hospital in time in case I do have another bleed.
My first birth was meant to be a homebirth, but after 37 hours of labour and a distressed baby I had to be sent to hospital. I can't decide if that was the cause of the haemorrhage or whether it saved my life.
I also have minor worries about split stomach muscles not coming back together and also piles getting worse, to the point that surgery would be needed.
Does anyone else have any worries about birth or labour?