I guess this is the first of many holidays away from my kids. I don't know if it would be better or worse if the weather was crappy. I'm happy that my son is going to have a great time and he loves being with his dad. But I'm sad that it's come to this. I'm sad that this is my new norm. And DS'. And soon DD's. I feel like I failed.
I'm going to work on my attitude today. Be thankful that I'm not subjecting myself to my exes mood swings and games. Be thankful that at least DD is with me. Be thankful for this gorgeous day.