Thank you, tilymonster. Talking about it helps me. I really appreciate that anyone takes the time to read what I've written. I really am so proud of my 7 year old. Her love is so pure and real. I am so glad I let them all be a part of this hard time. It's definitely bonded us.
I'm feeling well. My emotions are up and down, but I'm able to smile and laugh with my family. I have moments where I feel like I'm coping so well, and others where I feel I'll never be normal again!! We'll get through it. Thanks again for the replies everyone. Xxx