I am new to this forum, so I apologize if this topic has already been addressed.
I lost my precious son to SIDS in April 2012. He was a desperately wanted and very loved and treasured baby. (conceived through IVF) He died very unexpectedly. He suddenly stopped breathing while in my arms, for no apparent reason. We were at the pediatrician's office a few hours earlier, where the doctor said that he was healthy, and she had no concerns. I still struggle to understand what happened. No family history of sudden death on either side, we don't smoke, I breast fed exclusively.
I am now pregnant again. (naturally this time, go figure) I am very excited, but also very nervous. I worry about every little thing that could go wrong.
Has anyone experienced anything like this, or have any advice on managing the anxiety?