36 would help, yes. That's Tuesday and both of the babies have always measured well and done well on NSTs so I think they're not behind for their ages or anything at least. I just get so scared to use the bathroom sometimes because I'm worried about my water breaking or seeing more spotting. 36 would be great, I just feel like the bar is constantly being raised on me and if I get to 36 then I need to aim for 37 and be full term and then I need to get to 38 which would give them another week.
When I was in the hospital over a month ago one of my nurses said if I could make it another 4-5 weeks that would be awesome. It felt impossibly far away but it's been 5.5 weeks since she said it.