Thanks ladies for the support, each month it doesn't happen I get more and more disappointed and upset about it. But other's have been trying much longer than me and still get a BFP in the end. CD 1 and 2 are the hardest for me. But trying to focus on the positive that we can try again if we decide to, right now there is no way I want to stop trying, but my emotions are all over the place when AF arrives, so we'll see in a few days. Just so wish it was easier to get pregnant!
Good luck to all! Looking forward to September now.
I have been thinking about you a lot lately, Winter, since we seem to keep being cycle buddies. I have been trying since April 2012 and I am very familiar with everything you're talking about. I am usually good, but on CD1 and 2, or even a few days before when I know AF is going to show, I am an inconsolable mess. It helps me a lot to see people on here getting BFP's and I am hoping so hard that we all get them. It's so hard to be disappointed over and over and over again.
AFM - I am usually really good about not testing (rather just get AF and get disappointed once) but I caved and tested yesterday (13DPO) with a BFN. AF is due in 2 days, so I am trying not to get hopeful... but it's hard! My chart looks really good this time, but I have gotten excited before and then crushed. I am cramping on and off with pretty mild intensity. I keep willing my temp to stay up in the morning and so far, so good, but I am very skeptical. We'll see what tomorrow brings...