I am a pregnant mother to three little children. My husband convinced me to try for a fourth child and I got pregnant quickly. We were both happy but clearly something was wrong. I found a weird message on his mobile phone when he left it lying around, it had popped up on his apple screen. Turns out he has been cheating on me for four years, allegedly only one sexual slip up but plenty of sexting and backstabbing messages to other women (my wife is this and that and doesn't love me...yadayada).
We have been married for nearly 7 years and I am devastated. Came down the stairs this morning and the children were still sleeping and I started to cry because this is how it will be, I will essentially always be alone. The pregnancy is fine, no problems but I dread being alone. My parents live close by but are old and cannot cope with the three kids. We have a lovely Au Pair but nothing substitutes another parent.
He has literally moved away for work, closed the door behind him and then after over a month gone he said he doesn't love me, has never loved me and that's why he has done all these awful things. Everytime I try and speak to him about it he gets so angry and asks me why I don't get it. I feel slapped it in the face and he has the gall to say he is tired of speaking to me crying it makes him feel bad. Well, you don't say...
I have come onto this board hoping to pick myself up and find the strong, clever and fun woman I used to be. I am scared of going it all alone and not sure how to cope.