Okay, up til about 2 weeks go, co-sleeping was the bomb. I slept, hubby slept, lil dude SLEPT. Everyone was very very happy w/ the arrangement.
2 weeks ago, teeth, and some sleeping issues, but nothing huge. The last 2 nights, well, hubby said i woke up crying at him b/c the baby was crying at me. I don't remember waking up mad at hubby, but my dream this morning was i was on my way to the airport (walking w/ many heavy bags) w/ my kids, and by the side of the road put down a book i had finished reading, and my baby. i didn't realize i had left him til we got to the airport, but i considered getting through security and check-in before going back to get him. it was crazy that i LEFT my baby anywhere. and then i realized i was avoiding him in my dreams b/c he kicked, fussed, pulled my hair and attacked me all night long.
I started eating dairy, which I'm cutting out today, and drinking some tea (which i will cut out tomorrow). Hubby is now campaigning for me to move baby out of bed, which i really really don't want to do. but if i wake up to fingers in my nose and hair being pulled out one strand at a time too many more mornings, i will probably do so.
okay mamas- insight? i don't want bed to be a place for playing, but for resting and nursing (lil dude doesn't comfort nurse, he either is playing w/ me, or sleeping). i'm not getting bit anymore since i only offer it when he makes clear hunger signs, but can't calm him down w/ nipples unless he's really truly hungry. which isn't when he's playing. please please please send me some of your wisdom~