thanks ladies. I wish there was something I could do as well... but there just isn't. The slightly tender feeling I've had all week is more cramp-like and i'm seeing pink every time i use the bathroom... the mind body connection is pretty powerful, I tell ya. I have a whopping headache from both crying and then suppressing tears. I'm heading to bed, but am honestly dreading waking up in a puddle of blood (which has happened before) the thought of that makes me sick to my stomach. Again, I'm really sorry to dump this on you guys but I know that you've been there and understand what I'm talking about. My prayer tonight is that each of you gets your rainbow baby safe and sound many months from now... may you be spared this heartache.